L for Lepak

Finally, I get to 'lepak' and i mean really lepak after a whole semester. This semester felt super long. Even though I still have 1 more exam paper and MUET exam to sit for, I kind of feel so free already. If you're wondering why, that's because I'm a multimedia designing student. Therefore, my results are course base and not exam base. What made things even better is I've just submited my last photography assignment last Wednesday, which is like a phew~ of relieve. That subject caused me countless worries and sleepless night. With a lecturer that can make my stress level rise to the max, I'm so glad I'm done and over with it. So now..... I still have my DSLR.. wat am I going to do with it? ( No way I'm not giving it to you...=P)

After so long, I finally had a movie marathon with Heidi yesterday. We watch Wicker Park, Crash, Click and 3 episodes of How I met your mother. Chern Liang join in the movie marathon for Crash and Click. It was fun. I miss watching tv. I totally enjoy doing nothing....... ~Weeeeeeee

I always knew back behind my head that people nowadays enjoy a different kind of lifestyle- smoking, clubbing, sleeping around, drinking, vulgarity, pornography, wild nightlife. Everything become such a norm, that it makes you a freak and a boring person for not practising this lifestyle. I always knew, but all these really hit me for real when I found out that people I know were living this kind of lifestyle, when I say people I know I mean people who I least expect. Call me naive for having such a big reaction about this. Looks can be so deceiving. Even the person with the most innocent face could turn out to be not who he or she appears to be. When I found out stuff like these, I find myself sayin 'I can't believe they are doing _____. Now I know that they are_____ kind of people. ' Needless to say, I realised I was judging those people and it all didn't feet right. Of cos I wasn't please with myself. As I was pondering through, I reflected on how Jesus ate with sinners, and ministered to prostitutes. Jesus did not judge, He loved. He was moved with compassion with what he saw. I shouldn't be judging the lifestyle that my friends were living, I should be move with compassion instead. After realising that, I want to not judge them but instead to be move enough to feel the need and urgency to reach out in love to them. It's like my heart should break knowing that those people out there needs Jesus. I don't doubt that those lifestyle can seem really appealing at times. I find myself struggling to stand by the boundaries that I've set as well. Well that only shows that I'm still human..*wink*

Got more to blog on but I gotta sleep already. Going for Wordilicious Investigators tomorrow. So looking forward to it.. :)

Signing off
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