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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Safe

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HE WILL CARRY YOU
(Scott Wesley Brown)

There is no problem too big
God cannot solve it
There is no mountain too tall
He cannot move it
There is no storm too dark
God cannot calm it
There is no sorrow too deep
he cannot soothe it

Chorus :
If He carried the weight of the world
Upon His shoulders
I know my brother that He will carry you
If He carried the weight of the world
Upon His shoulders
I know my sisters that He will carry you

Bridge :
He said "Come unto Me
all who are weary
And I will give you rest"



I know my God will carry me through
Safe in His Loving Hands.....

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Guys

Here are some random thoughts of my frens:


Guys = Tonnes of Headache - Sharylynna
(I guess so)

Guys = Past time - Osheenn
(Sounds good to me...=P)

Guys are bad, Girls are evil - Wee Liem
(Hmmm.... we shall see about that...haha)

Platonic relationship is good...*blek* - Jacintha Loke
(Great friendship comes out of it)


Okie, some people are going to stone me after reading this post...=p

Thursday, February 16, 2006

V-Day

2 days ago- Valentine Day
As i'm unattached, I didn't really get into all those lovey-dovey mood. It was just any other day for me. It didn't really bother me that day that I was still unattach, it didn't bother me that I have no flowers or presents or cards or whatever. Least expected someone really dear send me a picture of me gazing into thin air with some encouraging words on it- what a nice Valentine gift..*wink wink*

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Work of the lovely Audrey Tong

Ain't it beautiful? (not talking about me)

Anyway, I made some girls happy on Valentine Day. Why? That's becos my youth came out with a fund raising project. We made flowers out of Hersheys chocolate, really really sweet. Definately much worth it compare to real flowers which dies in 3 days time. And so, I became the messenger to deliver flowers...what a way to celebrate Valentine rite? Helping guys to make girls happy...haha..

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Red bouquet of Hersheys


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My huge bear posing with different colours bouquet of Hersheys


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More bouquet of Hersheys


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This is the one I like the most.
My precious white bear
with my favourite bouquet colour-blue..~Weeeee

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Beauty in Brokeness

Another 3 weeks of holiday have gone by. How do i rate it...ummm... 7 maybe... Managed to do some stuff that I don't usually get to do during sems. Well I tried baking once again, this time round some turn out better than before and some turn out worst than before... what to do, guess I memang tak ada skills at this...sigh... Anyway it was just to pass time, and my family became the guinea pigs of my 'product'. I got some beauty sleep, yeah slept like a baby. Oh yeah not forgetting watch some DVD's too- Perhaps Love, The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants, The Barber Shop, Herbie, Mr and Mrs Smith and I completed my Desperate Housewives...yay..finally!! After so long I'm glad I finally lay my hands on the piano again this holiday. Guess I was just so busy or maybe lazy to practise... that's why a little karat already. Need to brush up. Playing for Chinese Service in church today was good. I don't know why I really like serving in the Chinese Department. It's not like I understand much Chinese and not like my piano skills are super good, but I guess it's because I see the need in the Chinese Department and their lack, and I feel satisfied just to give, even with the little that I have. This holiday I also made myself practise Photoshop. This is what I managed to produce - My Own Wallpaper. Yeah it's a little girly and childish, but who cares as long as I like it and I'm satisfied with it...haha..

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The last week of my holiday was a pretty emotional one. Had so many emotional breakdowns till I can't remember how many. But I'm really glad that it's time like these that I really really spend quality time with God, being desperate and transparent before Him. I like this two sentecnce, created by yours truly...inspired maybe..haha


He looked beyond my eyes, and saw by tears

He looked beyond my smile, and saw my brokeness


That's what I am broken on the inside...bundle up with past hurts, failures, disappointments... things that I didn't know had left a scar on my heart because I think I never really dealt with them, just took the easy way out, not thinking about it and moving on with life. But I guess there will come a point of time where all these will be thrown back at you if they're left undealt. I feel that God is doing an inner healing in my brokeness. And now I realised something, despite being transparent with God, admiting my brokeness and frailty, the hurts, failures and disappointment doesn't disappear immediately , it is something that happens gradually. And the beauty of it comes in the process of that healing till its completion. God has been showing, teaching, and correcting me. Experincing changes in my life now, and I believe that God is at work, not immediate changes but the process of it is just beautiful. I'm thankful, simply thankful to God.

God saw my brokeness and made it His

I love You Jesus

Thursday, February 02, 2006

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i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand i don’t understand


...but i know i did the best i could...
...i guess sometimes my best ain't good enough...
...be thankful Jacintha, be thankful...
...you don't have to understand why...
...but i want to...sigh...