Letting go

I know I have to let go

I want to let go

It's about time I let go



But...



I can't let go

It's so hard to let go

How can I let go?

Why do I have to let go?




There's so many things that I still want to do

There's so many things that I still want to believe in

There's so many things that I desire for it to happen



But...



Time is catching up

Even faster than I expected

The question remain

Was it all worth it?

Will it all be worth it?



I know I have to let go

I want to let go

It's about time I let go



But...



I can't let go

It's so hard to let go

How can I let go?

Why do I have to let go?



I know the answer

To let go...

then

I can move on



But...



Is this really what I want?

Is this really what God wants?

I wish I knew the answer

To the question that I often ask