I wonder...

Have you ever been in a position where you feel like you don't have the right to demand?

Have you ever feel like you're left with no choice but one?

Have you ever wonder how on earth did you get yourself entangle in such mess?

Have you ever thought of numbing yourself from your emotions?

Have you ever love and hate at the same time?

Have you ever got wounded and all bruise up?

Have you ever wonder if you're good enough?

Have you ever wish that things should go the way you want it to be?

Have you ever find yourself paying for the consequences?

Have you ever feel like things are too good to be true?

Have you ever hold on to the past that is gripping on to you?

Have you ever gaze into the future to find a vague future?

Have you ever?






.....I have

Holy Matrimony

Next event on the list :

8th September 2007

Finally, the day have arrived. Yea, and it arrived way sooner than I expected. I guess I'll let the pictures do the talking.. =)

The morning of my sister's wedding, I went to get my hair and make up done for the very first time. It was a pretty cool experience and I have a good reason on spending such a great amount of money to make myself look pretty. Around noon, my sister got ready, waiting for her prince to come and sweep her off her feet.

The groom arrived in the afternoon. And I had the opportunity of coming out with stupid challenges to interrogate the groom and his 'heng tai' before he can rescue his bride. However, the challenges didn't really turn out that fun as the 'heng tai' were not sporting enough. So it kinda 'potong stim' a bit. Anyhow, we decided to be kind to them and let them enter.

Some snap shots before heading to the church...

And so we head to St Peter's Church. The church that they have chosen to have their wedding is a very beautiful church. As you enter the church, it literally reminds you of those catholic churches where you see on Hong Kong TVB series. Really, really beautiful with an aisle and pews. The talented Euywein played the keyboard for their wedding. He plays so so well, I jealous.. I'm not even quarter as good.

The wedding ceremony begins. I know that it was really hard for my father to give his daughter away. You know once a daddy's girl, always a daddy's girl. But I guess, he really learned to accept change that are bound to happen. I wonder what will happen when it's my turn to wed...=p

There was crying involve halfway through the wedding ceremony. It was just the sweetest moment. I don't think it was tears of joy but instead tears of gratefulness. The bride and groom gave a speech thanking their parents for all that they have done. And that was when, the tears start pouring. Being the emotional person that I am when it comes to my family, I find myself in teary eyes. But I was trying hard not to run tears as it would ruin my so expensive make up.. =p

The groom actually sang a chinese love song to the bride. He sang the song 'Forever Love'. At the end of the ceremony, the usual wedding photos were taken.. =)

Right after the church ceremony we headed to Tai Thong restaurant for the wedding dinner. Yea, they wanted to finish everything in one day. So both sides had their wedding dinner at the same time right after the church ceremony.

It was really sweet. The groom sang 'You are so beautiful to me' to the bride.

And finally... ahem... ahem.. I think I deserve to flaunt myself a bit after spending that amount of money on my make up and hair do and not forgetting the dress. So, yea.. pictures of me 'tumpang-ing' glamour during the wedding... ~Weeeeeeeee.....

It has been almost 2 months since they got married. Some of you close enough to me might know of the struggles that I have been going through in the relationship with my sister. With so much that has happen in the past, I can finally say that right now things have been better. I feel much better already. I guess, she moving into the next phase of her life has helped me to let go of the phase that I was holding on to. And now, I am finally able to release all those hurts. I did not lose a sister. I gain a brother. Things have never been better.. =)

Old news

Just want to apologize for not updating my blog in a very very long time. You are about to see a gazillion pictures... Oklar not that many but still many. So yea be prepared... don't say I didn't warn you... *wink*

First event on the list:

14 August 2007

My 20th Birthday. Yea I'm old.. sobs.. 2 decades edi... sigh.. Anyhow my birthday celebration was awesome. Thanks to some really special friends.

My homies celebrated my birthday two days earlier. My darling Heidi made me a birthday cake. And guess what, the cake icings and decorations are made out of mush mallows. Not only that, it's blue in color and it has blue butterflies and roses on it... all the things I like.. =)
First time ever, someone bake me a cake for my birthday and she actually spend 3 days making it... =) I was so reluctant to cut the cake.
*I really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really love it. Thanks a lot Heidi.. muaks*

My homies (Heidi, John and Gary) bought be a really cute dog soft toy as a birthday present. It's fur is super soft. But I guess Gary love the dog more than I do.. haha.. =p.. That explains why he likes to come into our room and steal the dog.

The next day some of my friends brought me to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng to celebrate my birthday earlier. Yea, and the restaurant gives out a big cup of drink for the birthday people. My friends managed to persuade the shop people to give me the drink even though my birthday was only the next day. So yea.. WOOHOO... we got ourself a really big cup of teh ais.. yea teh ais..=p

*Thanks for dinner John, Heidi, Gary, Jason and Kenny... wink*

The celebration did not stop there. Past twelve midnight one whole group of CFers intruded my house. I was thinking about the possibility of being birthday bash, but they celebrated it with a birthday cake instead... sweet.. =) I didn't expect to see so many of them, including some of the graduated seniors.. double sweetness.

Guess what, the celebration still did not end there. Some of them were unsatisfied that I didn't get bash. So they decided to bash me up in the toilet. Basically, I guess you should be able to guess what happen. Yea, they showered me.. with my clothes on of cause.. =p They couldn't resist watching me get bash alone. Therefore, in the end they decided to bash each other up as well. So yea, most of us were soak.

Finally, what's a celebration without balloons... WOOHOO... Yup, Kenny did some balloon sculpturing for us girls.
Birthday girl... Happieeeeeeee......... =)

It really was an awesome birthday. Three days of celebration, not bad huh? Thanks guys for making my special day so special.


Next on the list:

18th August 2007

Went down to Malacca to celebrate CF 10th anniversary. Can you believe it, my CF is actually 10 years old already. That's a great achievement for a CF. Heidi, John and I bunked at Gary's place in Malacca. It has been a while I've been thinking of painting my nails black. Therefore, I decided to paint it black and attend the anniversary with gothic nails. And guess what, two sampat guys decided to play along... haha.. Yup Heidi helped painted our nails. So yea, Gary, Kenny and I went with black nails.. =p

A lot more pictures ahead...

The usual housemates picture is a must

When we were in Malacca we went to this shop that serves the nicest cake I've ever tasted. But I don't remember the name of the shop. Mille crepe cake... good stuff. The cake is made out of layers of pancake. So so good. It's a must eat whenever I go down to Malacca.

The trip down to Malacca was great. I can't remember how many times I went down to Malacca this year already. Nice place to be.
Ze land of the food....=p


More pictures coming up... =p