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...the feeling of belonging yet not belonging...


changes are windows to new possibilities...

i really want to believe it is so

Droplets

The tears are falling again

Will the rain ever stop pouring?

Praise You in This Storm
by Casting Crown

I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
And stepped in and saved the day
Once again, I say Amen, and it is still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
I'm with You
As Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I'll Praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
You are who You are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will Praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

I lift my eyes into the hills
Where does my help come from
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth

closure

...Good times Bad times...
...Encouragement Discouragement...
...Passionate Burn...
...Hopeful Doubtful...
...Laughters Tears...
...Joy Pain...
...Building Breaking...
...Proud Disappointed...
...Strong Weak...
...Climb Fall...
...Support Alone...
...Courage Fear...
...Miracle Questions...
...Success Failures...
...Faith Faithless...
...Beautiful Ugly...

These are moments I have encountered in the process of being where I am today. I've finally let go of this precious baby that I have been caring for for the past 3 years. It has been hard, still is but it is something that must happen, it is bound to happen. No doubt there's so much more that I want to nurture into this baby, to watch you fall and learn to walk, to see you grow up and stand tall. But the time has come, for me to move on and so I will. I miss every moment spent with you. It's so hard to let go. It's so hard to leave you in the arms of some other. I don't know what your future holds, where you will go from here. Will you conquer lands? Will you kill giants with slingshots? Will you love the ones in need? Will you feed the hungry and shelter the homeless? All my hopes and dreams for you, I wish you knew. I believe in you to do great thing, to love God and to love man. Your future is unclear to me but I know that you're well taken care of by Abba in Heaven.
"So I thank You Abba for giving me the gift of this baby. It has been tough but I know it's going to be worth it. Where You'll lead me next, the doors that You will open, the adventures that You'll take me through, I'm looking forward to it. So God, this is my desire to be use by You."

I thank God for bringing each of you to me.




The people I really grew spiritually with.

"Through ups and downs we managed to stay through and of cos pulled through. So I thank you for running this race with me. I salute you for your perseverance in not giving up on me and them"

"Though I've passed you to the hands of another, I still love you and please know that I always will. I hope one day you will be part of the hopes and dreams that I had for you or maybe even more. You're in Greater Hands than mine, and I know that for sure"