Cantik

I've been looking at my life, looking at just how blessed I am. The word beautiful kept coming back to me. Yea, beautiful... No other better words to describe it... beautiful...

...the beautiful God who thinks I'm precious

...the beautiful family that I can call my own

...the beautiful things that I see around me

...the beautiful kids and youth that I can invest my life in

...the beautiful people I'm surrounded with

...the beautiful circumstances that I'm in

...the beautiful love that I can experience

...the beautiful love that I can give

...the beautiful way people express their love

When I think about how beautiful all these things really are, I can't help but to smile and be thankful. As I looked at my life, now I see it. I really do.

Check out my precious little ones...

Yea, you got that right, my sunday school kids. It's been long since I last taught Sunday School. I actually forgot how much I love teaching Sunday School and the satisfaction and joy that it brings.I guess I was too busy with other stuff...until now... yes I'm teaching sunday school this month and it has been great. These little ones give me reason to smile in the midst of my circumstances, in the midst of a gone crazy world, in the midst of hurt and disappointment. Looking at them and their simplicity, innocence and pureness at heart just make you fall in love with them. It's just amazing how spending time with them can make you feel as if your problems are all gone. I guess that's a gift that only children possesed. They are just soooooo beautiful. Being with them, never failed to make me smile. I'm so glad that they are part of my life and I am able to invest my life in theirs..... =)

Our Project

Heaven

Artwork of my kids. Children can have a rather creative mind

By the way the name Jacintha also means Beautiful...=)

Jacintha = Beautiful.. hehe

Swimming Lesson

"Each time I drift away, You will throw me a float and pull me back to safety. But this time round, I drift, and drift, and drift, as if the current were pulling me further, and further from You. I was drowning, yet You allowed it to happen"

*I want you to learn to swim*

I guess sometimes each of us just have to learn to swim. God doesn't throw us a float all the time. Sometimes He leaves us without a float, so that we learn to struggle, stretch, kick, and finally learn how to swim.

I've allowed distractions to creep into my life, and it literally pulled me further and further from God. Somehow, I couldn't find my way home. I just drifted, and drifted away, as if I couldn't come home. I tried, but I failed. My feelings, my thought, my surroudings, my past was bombarding me with all sorts of things. I knew I was drifting, yet I allowed it to happen.

Until now...something happen. I guess it always takes something to happen to bring us back to God. In desperation and in despair when there's no one to turn to, there I find myself running back into the arms of my Father. Even though I'm battling to pulled through, I'm amazed that He use a situation like this to draw me back to Him. I'm glad that at the end of the day, I still remembered that I have a Friend so true who is there for me. No one could understand any better than He does. Even I myself don't understand why. In hurt and disappointment, I proudly say that I'm glad, because I believe that beautiful things is going to come out of this. It's worth the pain and struggle as I begin to learn to swim... :)

p/s- For more pictures of my Alpha trip go to http://heidityj.bravejournal.com

I'm too lazy to upload..haha

Fridays

It's Friday, and I'm still in Cyber. Staying back in Cyber till friday isn't always my favourite choice. I have a tendency to feel alone on Fridays. I have nothing to do cos I do not have any classes, and so when I have nothing much to keep me occupied, I have the tendency to feel nonsense.

Next week will be study break. But it's gonna be a so called study break for me. This is because I have 3 submissions that week and 1 maths quiz. And the following week I'll be having 4 days of back to back exam. This is so fun right? I wonder how will I do...=p.... after all, all i need is to pass this semester because I've already gotten the major that I wanted. Study Break week can be a pretty scary week as many people usually are not their usual self... Extreme Emo-ness, Extreme Manja-ness, Extreme Reactions... Hope that does not happen to me.

Well my alpha trip to Port Dickson was good. It was relaxing and stress-less. Great bonding session. I gain new friends...got close to some friends. I think I got sunburn too...=(

Not going to blog much about my trip now. Probably on my next post, when I have pictures to show. For an appetizer, here's one pic of me :

Have you ever seen Jacintha in a sack? Now you have..=p

Sampat-ness

I guess I'm just one boring, simple girl... =p

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