Distracted

Why do I feel like I've left God out of my life these few days? Maybe I have. My mind is preoccupied with things that I shouldn't be concentrating on. I find it hard to even pick up my Bible to read. When I pray I dozed off. How could I do this to God, worry and take matters into my own hands, after all that He has given me? Why Jacintha? Why?

~God I dunno why... I'm sorry.... I'm sorry that I made You feel as though I don't need You anymore~

It hurts me to hurt the ones I care about, but 'sometimes we have to be cruel to be kind'. Well I hope all turns out well..... sigh....

-tha-